Sleep deprived, as usual...

I just finished writing what is potentially my last smut chapter for the year. If you want to know what I write, I write fan fics (yes, I know that I have no life xD).

If you want to read them, msg me I'll send the link to my sexy goodness xD

Anyways, I just finished that chapter, and started chapter 18 to an insane chapter filled with rough making out, fighting, death and more fighting.

How morbid can I get?

OH and I started a new chapter for a BRAND NEU story that I'm working on that I got my inspiration for from an Asian Drama called Fated to Love You. GO check it out if you have the change. I'm sure that www.mysoju.com has it on it. I was just rewatching it. xD

Anyways, I'm about to go to bed, and I just wanted to update this. I'm trying to make it a point to write in this blog (aka my makeshift journal) at least once a day, lest I go crazy from holding everything in.

BTW...as suspected, Christmas sucked. My mom's friend insulted me and my mother yelled at me and called me names and such. It should bother me since I'm turning 20 in like 4 months, BUT it does. I have mommy dearest issues.

Kaitlyn rpged with me, so she made it a little better.

And YES, I rpg, I'll do anything that's fun actually xD I like staying entertained, lest boredom forces me to destroy something xD

anyways, NOW I'm going to bed.

Gute Nacht.

~Shelly; allein in die nacht.~