life sucks...and then...

SO....we have a new President (hoorah, hoorah). I really am happy/excited, but as I always say, we'll have to see what happens and then pass judgement.

I'm stressed, and tired and blah. Normal complaints for someone older than their age.

It sucks being this way, and having the people around me acting like children (or even worse, high school teenagers)

What I mean by "this way" is the fact that the people around me walk around acting like they have no common sense when dealing with drama.

If someone is trying to delete your myspace: delete/block them

If someone is being a psycho stalker that goes all emo every time she thinks you're madly in love with someone: Let her go all emo and hug a razor-blade. maybe the world will be quieter.

I don't mean to sound so brash, BUT it begins to suck big balls when you're constantly getting dragged into shit you had no idea existed.

So, here's the mature thing I've decided to do (despite people constantly begging for my help and advice): STAY THE FUCK OUT OF IT.

Not my myspace, my boyfriend, my rock-star, my stalker: NOT MY PROBLEM.

I just wish everyone else understood that as well as I do.

I tried to be nice and be a friend, but I'm not about to jeopardize my college career (AGAIN) because of drama and shit.

ANYWHOOOOOOOOOOOOOS.

On to some good news.

-looks around for some good news-

uhhhhh. oh yea! I'm back at cmsv xDD I KNOW that shouldn't be a good thing, seeing as I'm always stressed here, but it NEVER reaches the levels of stress that I end up reaching at home.

So I'll take this crackpot school that I've come to love, over the psycho-ness of my mother xDD

Ummmm. Errrrr. I think I'm gonna go now.

I NEED, and I repeat, NEED to go kick someone's ass for not being a decent friend.

-cheese grin-

I love you lurkers and gremlin-hobbit folk ^_^

~Shelly

Woahness...

I've just come to the conclusion that I'm a lazy fuck xDDD

I've seriously just spent four hours writing and have only gotten 700 words written >.< Four hours and I should have finished an entire chapter.

Seriously, I've managed to write a bit, myspace a bit, read a couple of fics, watch the last episode to a japanese drama I've been following, and now I'm here: blogging xDD

I need some concentration pills or something.

And now I'm waiting for Kait to call me so I can continue being a lazy ass with her as a distraction xDD

BLAH BLAH BLAH...

plus, I just realized that it's been a full 8 days since I've written here.

It's not that scheisse hasn't happened, I guess I just haven't been in he mood to write at all >.<

Anywhoos, I guess I better get to procrastinating. Maybe I can pull out an extra 300 words and feel accomplished xDD

Later days you gremlins and munchkins ^_^ xoxoxo

woah....

It's been three days sine I last wrote xD

Crazy shit's been going on at home and I've been taking refuge in my bed xD

ALSO, my mom and brother have been stealing the computer from me, SO I can't really write as frequently as I wish I could, ya know?

Anyways, I managed to sleep nearly 13+ hours today and it's made me SICK. Like I have such an unnecessarily large headache, I'm ready to dunk my head in a bucket of ice water just to numb it. xD

Nice visuals, eh?

Anywhoos, damn I'm listening to music as loud as my headache/ears can tolerate, and I can still hear my brother snoring. *shakes head* He's like a cross btwn a bear and a moose and a cow. >.<

Not cool.

Anyways, I don't think I really have anything important on my mind right now. I'm kinda stuck on a couple of my fics, even though I have outlines and such.

I really do need to update more frequently.

One of my fics hasn't been updated in a month. A FUCKING month. ugh. I used to be able to write daily, but for some reason, it's just not happening.

My brain has kinda slowed down, and I'm ready to kick it's ass xD

I guess I'm going to post this, mess around some more on the PC, make some food and FINALLY get some writing done xDD

that is of course, until my mother kicks me off the computer, per usual xDD

Gute Nacht lovelies ^_^

New Years....

So it's apparently 2009... Whoop-dee-doo

Excuse my lack of enthusiasm, but my friends from around the world have been celebrating New Years ALL day, so by the time it finally hit 2009 here in the states, I was all out of celebrations.

PLUS, my brother's house was set on fire. Not on purpose obviously.

The cops & firefighters think it was a lamp or something.

My family thinks it was because my step-nephew was smoking weed and accidentally set something on fire.

SIGH. So now there are a shitload of people over here driving me INSANE and I have writer's block, so none of my fics were completed, like AT ALL.

Off the bad news, I found a playlist that had kept me entertained for quite a while.

Apparently I like Bullets for My Valentine, Marilyn Manson and HIM xDD my random music choices make me laugh lol

yawn

I'm sleepy. I think I'm gonna try to write something before heading off to bed.

Hmmy, maybe coffee will help. At least, I hope it doesn't fry my brain lol.

Anywhoos. Off to writing weird fics, per usual. ^_^

Later Days Gremlins and Lurkers ^_^