Its Christmas...

I should be happy right?

Can you tell that I'm not?

Christmas isn't really a favorite holiday of mine, most because of the family and fake pretenses of niceness and love. Well, until they start bringing out the eggnog and coquito (a spanish type of eggnog).

So anyways, I'm in the room, trying to AVOID all contact with family. Lol. I know that sounds bad, but if you ever meet my family you'll know why they scare me. xD

Anyways, so I came across this site because, DUN DUN DUN, I read a blog by some girl named Britney claiming to have shagged lead guitarist of the awesome band Tokio Hotel, Tom Kaulitz.

Or TMFK as my friend Kait called him. (It means Tom MotherFucking Kaulitz).

Anyways, going into the blog thinking that it was a fake, I came to the conclusion that it probably is, and that I am REALLY BORED if I can sit here and willingly read about some poor girl that thinks she fucked Tom Kaulitz.

Ja, ich weiss. I'm hopeless.

Ahh, seeing as this is my first blog, I should warn anyone who reads this (although I doubt that its being read at all, seeing as I'm really not entertaining xD) that I can and probably will busrt out in random languages.

Blame it on the parent that shall not be named, who insisted on having me learns all these random languages, as if I'd find use for them xD

I just realized, Damn I talk a lot. I mean, my friends tell me that all the time, but when you sit here and manage to blog about nothing, then yea, you talk a lot. xD

And woah, I did it again, I managed to go off on a tangent about random things, yet again.

Anyways, currently I'm listening to I Don't Care by Fall Out Boys, I was listening to I Don't Care by Apocolyptica a couple of mintes ago. They're both really different (but good songs) One makes me want to belt out a love ballad and the other makes me wanna dance xD

BTW. I sing. A lot. And everywhere. AND although people say I sing well, I've never been signed. BOO-HOO. I had a band. Or a make-shift band, but that went to hell and back. There will be a post on that one day when I feel like ranting about stupid exboyfriends lol.

I'm sleepy. Granted, it's 8:00 in the morning, and I only slept for like 5-6 hours today, but I am exhausted.

Anyways, I'll end it for today, I just wanted to say Merry Christmas to all (even if mine is sucky lol) ^_^

later days ^_^