i hate it...

having to run and hide your true self...

watching everyone be divided by one person...

it's not even him...

it's her.

i can't believe how cruel he's become since knowing her.

i can't believe how many of his friends he's hurt because of her.

all of them.

well, except for me because he just hates me and he can't seem to believe that I'm a good person.

all because i won't give in to him.

*sighs* when did doing the right thing mean losing the ones you care about?

and when did doing what I had to do to meet the ends become my status quo?

*sighs*

the tides are turning and i'm gaining control of everything....

but what if I don't want that control?